FOREVER BLOGGER

Okay, anticipate what? There is just nothing to anticipate except for my poly life. HA. I'm just posting for the sake of posting.

I finished watching Meichan No Shitsuji EP4 just now. Its getting nicer. :D Will start watching other shows soon. Im also catching this week FO with TOP in it.HAAS

Im writing all my reminders here then. JIC for me.

1. BBQ tomorrow. Remember to pay CY money ( he say no money no food. Pay before eating -_-)
2. Finish my medication. ( i often skip my "depression" pills at night, and that makes my mum really frustrated. I promised to remember to take it some time at night? Ahya, nevermind one lah. Won't die)
3. A new me in poly life ( maybe i should change my fashion sense? and wear all those dresses in my wardrobe? i thinking of it seriously. i had motivations when i saw lawrence message, hopes i goes well in poly :D)
4.Visit someone in school (that person...) 
5.Finish Ahern's books this week (i might do it fast!)

I find it really hard to accept that i am actually using ADULT FARE for both buses and trains trip. Had been working for the past few days and it really sucks when i saw my money gone for the fares. Never mind. I really realized that money is really damn hard to earn. Idiot. I must really work hard in studies in order to earn money. :(

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Had a convo with PY yesterday, about someone we knew is suffering now. That explains my PM : Stupid Brainless People Wanted To Fight With This Year O Lvl Students.
Im kinda sad, and finally understand what is really happening. I hope that that person is really well. That person had been worrying for us all along, during Os and schooling. Now, thats what that person get back. Pity.

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Again, the feelings are mixed up again. I really dont understand what am i thinking. I tried everything i can, but still, im easily influenced. Please, someone, help.